I can see it, my dad is fading away slowing. His sick in the inside.

Days go by, weeks, months, even years. More of my boys get locked up. Some of my boys pass away. Life is hard, seeing the way my friend’s mom is now. What da fuck am I doing with my life? I jus wna get outa here sometime…. To vietnam

growing up i never really pay attention to my grandma. she was always there for me, any chance she had she would give me a $1 to $5. watever it was i was always grateful. but not grateful enough till she had a stroke a couple years ago. but i barely found out a couple weeks ago how bad it really was. my beautiful grandma doesnt remember my name or any of her grandkids name. it dont matter to me ima stay close to you. but to see my grandpa takin care of her and for him to stuggle. kuz she yells at him all day and makes him feel bad and cried. i wont forget that day on easter when my grandma got mad at everyone and thot we were out to get her. neva seened my strong grandpa cried. he still got a 6-pack! a general in the vietnam war! Paul Luu. proud of you guys. but im sorry to grow up a fuck up. u guys love us and wanted us to be happy and have a bright future. ill be there for you guys alot more. love yall

At people who talks to you when they need sumthing or someone to talk to them or bout their problems. And when is over your back to being a complete stranger to them. # fuck friends, homies, and bitches too

I’m sitting here thinking bout things I shulda done different. I’m in better shape then I Eva was but is not happiness, somewat motiavation for others. Ima tell it like it is kuz no one Eva read this. May not seem like it but the two biggest things I miss are my bestfriend And my ex. It seem like yesterday u guys were next to me, having the time of my life now half year later I can barely talk to one of u. I miss u guys alot, I really do be having dreams bout y’all. I wish I didn’t but tha how life goes. Rest in peace gilberto. One day u kno we guna meet up again and kik it bro. To the other one whom I won’t say. Is fuckin eattin me up inside. I fucked up probably the only best thing in my life. If u Eva read this. I’m sorry for everything …

about time. i finish all my payments and bills. no more court fee. i can start my life now. fuckin juvy fees be laggin tho. fuck

Another year and nothing changed. Still rockin for my niggas and keeping it lit. 2012 is goin to be a good year. I can feel it. Happpy bday tony.

Let 2012 be good to us

Makes my day to see a smile on a costumers face.

i got 57 unread text messages since midnight.

To my beautiful mom my 2 naughty ass brothers and for her first Christmas Tiffany . Sorry I’m broke I tried bringing Christmas to our house. Also to my family Elena and Emily . Rip to my bro Gilberto and free da homie chino . Bless everyone and I love u lots dad please keep y’all heads up

I lied if I say u never cross my mind/think bout u